Daddy's Little Angel

When the doctor first gave you in my hand

I was mesmerized by the serene look, the pink cheeks and the brown eyes

You made my heart melt with your first cry,

If I said I didn’t love you then I’d lie.

With you little feet you danced around the house,

And with sweet voice you would sing,

Daddy is home you would let the world know

I always wondered how would I ever let you go.

I got you your first cycle and taught you how to bat,

When I first took you to the movies you fell in love with the on-screen brat,

I got scared because you were growing up,

And until yesterday your hero had always been your dad.

When someone troubled you,

You’d say my dad is superman,

But now you give them black and blues

Whenever you can.

You turned into a beautiful girl,

An exact copy of your mother,

When I told you that, you’d get angry and say

“I look like you father”.

When you turned 18 and I got you your first car,

You drove away from me way to far,

I was worried when will you come back,

You always knew patience was one thing I always lacked.

We started to drift apart,

Oneday a new life you will start,

No matter how big you grow,

You will always remain

Daddy’s little Angel, Daddy’s little Girl!

Now the day has come when I am dying,

On the hospital bed I am lying,

Then I would see you cry,

With him by your side.

That is when I’d know that

you made the right choice,

because even an angel needs a guardian

and you found the right one.

A realization now kicks in, that daddy’s little girl has grown,

And now even has children of her own,

I can peacefully die now,

But remember one thing, I will always be watching my little girl from above!

Sorry

I know there were times when you didn’t want to do it,

Just wanting me to say screw it,

But I was living in my own world,

Trying to create a whole new cult,

Unaware of what you might be going through

And when you tried to speak to me I was busy with my crew.

I was not there for you when you needed me the most,

Not even in the parties where you were the host,

I know you have cried to sleep in the nights,

Hoping that things might just turn out right,

In those lonely times your eyes searched for me,

But I was clueless of where you might be.

Walking on the roads without any aim,

You found out life was just an unfair game,

Just wanting for someone to hold you through those times,

When you just wanted to be fine,

You prayed for me to be safe,

While you yourself lived in a cave.

I am sorry for having to keep you

Waiting for so long,

And I am sorry for not being there for you

When things went so wrong.

I am Sorry!