Sorry

I know there were times when you didn’t want to do it,

Just wanting me to say screw it,

But I was living in my own world,

Trying to create a whole new cult,

Unaware of what you might be going through

And when you tried to speak to me I was busy with my crew.

I was not there for you when you needed me the most,

Not even in the parties where you were the host,

I know you have cried to sleep in the nights,

Hoping that things might just turn out right,

In those lonely times your eyes searched for me,

But I was clueless of where you might be.

Walking on the roads without any aim,

You found out life was just an unfair game,

Just wanting for someone to hold you through those times,

When you just wanted to be fine,

You prayed for me to be safe,

While you yourself lived in a cave.

I am sorry for having to keep you

Waiting for so long,

And I am sorry for not being there for you

When things went so wrong.

I am Sorry!